Venom.
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Joyfully
I'm busy figuring out my confused train of thoughts, no, not emo but joyfully =)
Yesterday is awesome, could be the best day of my week, enjoy spending time with you. ^^
* Hey dear, may God bless all of us. *
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Today is different, was tired but quite special & interesting :
- today is Jessie's birthday! Happpppiiikkkyyy birthday!
- having formative accessment tomorrow & semester final a month later, should be tense up & non-stop biting the books. Yet gonna go back hometown Seremban, with holiday mood. & I'm still fooling around now, keke. Somemore I've agreed to participate in the physio quiz. Do pray for me ~ @( >_< )@
- during hospital attachment, Dr. Wong gave us a brief talk on sex education. I'm glad to hear him spoke about the concept of love & sex, with so much wisdom. You know, I'm very conservative hehe. On the way back, met a junior in the lift & mentioned about stuff in the hospital. Another stranger heard me. "Doctor ~ ", she said, judging from the lab coat with the stethoscope that I was holding. "Still a student", I replied. lol ... how far am I to become a real doctor? The laziness makes me feel so guilty even to call myself as a medical student.
beloved Dr. Wong from Pudu Specialist Centre
- another drumming lesson today. Quite cool afterall but more practices & creativity are required. Something happened during the middle of the lesson. An African with hair like footballer Benjani Mwaruwari came to the church, claiming himself as a serviceman from bomba or whatever. My cell group leader/drum teacher, Clarence was hesitating at first, however, he let that guy in. While the African was searching for fire extinguisher, Clarence warned me in mandarin to be careful. Who knows if that guy has any harmful purpose, poor Clarence, must be thinking of his responsibility to not to get both of us killed ( =.= ' ) . I feel kind of helpless too, standing beside him with drumsticks in our hands, as if we can use them to fight, lol ~ thank God the guy left us in peace 15 minutes later.
Benjani with his hair flying
Off to continue my study, it might be as long as a month before I start writing another post ( hmm ... but I don't think so ~ XD )
Saturday, September 12, 2009
灵命日粮
or Our Daily Bread, is my important source of spiritual guidance, as I don't read bible often. This is a small booklet with collection of encouraging short stories inspired by God's words for every single day in the corresponding month. The reason I'm attracted is not just because of the interesting ways they used to bring out the lessons from the stories, but is because of that I'm amazed by how God communicates with me through this. He is like speaking to me live from heaven everyday, frankly, almost all the time the contents of the story match exactly with my current issues of the day! The presence of God is so real, that this daily experience had pointed out many of my mistakes, provided guindance for my weaknesses, but not least this had fulfill my needs, brought me joy & comfort too.
This is a bible verse quoted in Our Daily Bread on 10th of September. If you're already a christian, always remember His words and grow spiritually on your untended heart. His wisdom will prevent you from committing sin.
Online version ^^
English - http://www.rbc.org/odb/odb.shtml
Tuesday, September 8, 2009
Go enjoy life ♪
I said yes to new life, came to know God once again, thirst for more wisdom from God's words, wanna lay down all my burden and depend on Him faithfully.
I said yes to better social relations, joining groups of friends, getting to know each other deeper, sharing joy & tears.
I said yes to new knowledges, I have started picking up my medical books and had a good read on them.
I said yes to learn music, I went to church for drum lesson, discovered a little bit about the concept of piano, and can't wait for the guitar that my sister & her boyfriend had bought for me.
I said yes to become more active, begun to swim again in the revitalizing pool water, played harder in basketball & I actually earned a compliment from another African player last week, next I'm going to try out paintball war game on this coming Sunday with my big bro!
* Sorry ~ broken english ~ don't get lost in the words =P *
Wakaka so much crap but things go meaningless if these are without a purpose.
He is the reason, & you are the angel.
There's no way to conceal this love.
* ache no more *
Saturday, September 5, 2009
I'm lying on my comfortable sofa bed & am dreaming
Move away from the stressful works & suffocating crowd of people, next I know I'll be seeing you!
Every moment spent is so joyful & memorable!
Not sure whether I do or do not deserve, we don't even have to say it out, the love is already flowing into our hearts when we share our food, when we share the jokes, & when we pray for each other.
I'll always treasure this. ^^
* Enjoying my weekend in Seremban,
thanks ba, thanks ma,
love you all *
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Donno ● I know
Donno how to talk.
Donno how to move forward,
Donno how to step down.
Donno what will be the best,
Donno what will be the worse.
Donno whether I am a trouble,
Donno how do people see me.
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I know what is in my mind,
I know where my feelings go.
I know rushing will not benefit,
I know silence will bring silly guessing.
I know human is never perfect,
I know I'm not yet the worse.
I know I'm trying my best to improve,
I know I just want to be honest.
♥ Jesus
* God will punish me if I have done wrong ~ lol *
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