Thursday, December 24, 2009

Merry Christmas


Thank you Lord for the peace on Christmas Eve.

Went for this movie last night. "The Princess & The Frog". LOL the guys looked at me in surprise, what!? You're going to watch the cartoon? XD

Look at the firefly
Ray, who is infatuated by the evening star, his imaginary Evangeline. Thought of the impossible relationship he would be called moronic, but when Ray became another star & twinkles beside Evangeline after his death is just unexpected & too beautiful for an ending.

Prince Naveen never thought that he will fall in love with the ordinary girl Tiana. They are so different, except that both of them are in frog form now due to voodoo curse. He plans on proposing to Tiana but somehow got distracted as she shows more interest in realizing her dream to own a restaurant. He thinks she does not reciprocate his feelings. Silently, Naveen decided to express his love in another way: helping her to achieve her dream. Of course Tiana found out & then she kissed the prince & then she became the princess & * poof! * they live happily ever after back in human form. How sweet ~

Romance comes easily in 2 hours films.
"Twilight New Moon", "The Ugly Truth", "The Proposal". Maybe neither of above are real. Not rational. Illogical. Ridiculous. But wait, I have a fanciful & hopeful mind! I always wanted to live the romance for you to the best of my capability!

( ° - ° )

Last post of year 2009. Gonna invite you & only you to read this blog again. Not sure when will it be, just wanna let you to have something more to know about. How crazy I am in the inside yet I am mentally sane as you can see from the outside.

Go for your dreams, go for what you want. I understand, I really do aware of the limits. Please let me have the right to love you for I know what I need. I have a lot of things to do, need to improve myself now. Be blessed.



^^

Tuesday, December 22, 2009

Outside my window, and it's You




Oh God oh God are you inside there??
lol I forgot to wave my hands & say hello. =(


At that time men will see the Son of Man coming in clouds with great power and glory. - Mark 13:26

迷恋 ● Again, it's not the time yet


Grow up you this patronizing little prick!


XD

Sunday, December 20, 2009

New Theme


- SOAR TOWARDS THE SUN -

After period of molding, now is the time to fly again, with the brand new attitude, gliding straight to the source of light & hopes.

You are my strength, Lord, strength like no other.



Saturday, December 19, 2009

Hello love



The fair,
wise, caring, observant & diligent Seremban girl, with very cool short brownish hair & big sexy eyes, the girly 'awww...' sound maker, with loud & explosive joyful laughter sometimes, or just a mesmerizing broad warm smile, a fashion trendsetter within her very unique sense of art & music, with a pure & dedicated spirit to our God, a little bit emotional & sensitive but will always be alright.

I love you, Jessica.

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Today's prayer


Oh God, do Your best to save this soul.

Oh God, do Your best to comfort her soul.
Oh God, do Your best to heal the other souls.


* sigh? *

Oh God, do whatever You want.
Let everything follow Your will as I know, You will plan the best for us.

Amen.

Sunday, December 6, 2009

WLTLY


I will live to love You.


& you



& you & you & you all ♥

Monday, November 9, 2009

Thank you


I have nothing else in my mind now.
Just a song that I wish I could strum with my guitar everyday.

    A
 你在我眼中是最美
           C#m            F#m
 每一个微笑都让我沉醉
 D
 你的坏 你的好
    Bm                     E
 你发脾气时撅起的嘴 喔
    A
 你在我心中是最美
       C#m                     F#m
 只有相爱的人才能体会
 D
 你明了 我明了
       Bm     E   A
 这种美妙的滋味



Sunday, November 8, 2009

Lock & load


Are you expecting a new post?
You better be expecting a new me.

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

Little child's theory


I'm not the eldest son, not the one who lead, I don't make decision.
Most of the time, I will perceive things as a little child.

Now, I felt as I'm being challenged & being doubted.

I tell you the truth, anyone who will not receive the kingdom of God like a little child will never enter it. - Mark 10:15

Saturday, October 24, 2009

I got a grade F


Again the wise words from my dad: "
如果肯吃苦的,你只是吃苦一下子;
如果不肯吃苦的,你可将吃苦一辈子。
If you're willing to work hard, you gonna suffer temporary.
If you're not willing to work hard, you gonna suffer forever.
"

Sorry dad, sorry mum.
Not for the tuition fee, but for my unruliness.

Thank God for everything. He will plan the best for me.


Bad testimony though.

* fade out ... *

Monday, October 19, 2009

Wrong


Call me Wrong Jiii Yiiin. I'm so wrong.
Not correctable now, It sank deep inside.

Felt guilty to love and to be loved.
So unfortunate for you, because I really like you.

Don't take this the wrong way.


Rose is always a beautiful & mystical flower.

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Interaction


Human is fragile. I promise I'll handle with care.

We who are strong ought to bear with the failings of the weak and not to please ourselves. - Roman 15:1

Thursday, October 15, 2009

The missing part




If there is one, this will be the album cover for my failing in love.

Blast me with sadness I'll still be happy


I seem happy. I look happy. I'm happy ~

Ba told me on the phone: "
開心,日子又要過;
吾開心,日子又要過。
No matter happy or unhappy, life goes on.
有得揀,梗係開開心心啦 ~
What else? Choose to be happy!
"

So I would keep my problems with myself, and I'll still be happy.

Well, sad or stressed or termurung or emo or moody faces,
you can please share your problems with me.
Forgive me if I'm not capable to solve it, but I'll be there for you, at least to become your best listener.

Monday, October 12, 2009

悲观来说 ● To tell pessimistically



我属于消极,不懂是否太幼稚,还是看太透, 甚不关心。
Always a negative thinker. Perhaps I'm just immature, or too casual.

除去了虚伪,其实是可以看得出来的。
眼神里无眷恋,应该清楚知道,这就是什么都没有。
Could be untrue, but it is noticeable.When the eyes averted, that suppose to mean: there's nothing within.

只是,这段时间里我非常享受!
It is just that, I have been very happy all these while!

再说,
我也没期待什么。
Moreover,I never expect much.

Friday, October 9, 2009

New Theme


- LOSS OF COLOUR -

Take down some extra colouring. Superfluous decoration will not keep the inspiration alive.

Well, simple and sincere line, that means a lot.



Thursday, October 8, 2009

Simply Not


I might have just simply played a trick & used the shortcut.

I might have just simply turned away & reset the course.

It's just simply not simple.


Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Invasion of evil spirit


Venom.



Things started with explosive desire to present satanic force.
Now it'll be an unfinished Photoshop works forever.


I've gone bad today. LoL
t( -_- )

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

疲倦


我曾经沉睡了好久,

这兴奋的苏醒千万不要是短暂的。

要拥有理智地,充满智慧地,无穷坚毅地,真诚专一地,

去完成眼前的梦想。


在这腐朽的世界上,

生命精彩是为了神,为了人,为了爱。


♥ 主赐力量,赶走疲倦。

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Joyfully


Everyone is busy preparing for the upcoming exams.
I'm busy figuring out my confused train of thoughts, no, not emo but joyfully =)

Yesterday is awesome, could be the best day of my week, enjoy spending time with you. ^^

* Hey dear, may God bless all of us. *


********************


Today is different, was tired but quite special & interesting :
  • today is Jessie's birthday! Happpppiiikkkyyy birthday!
  • having formative accessment tomorrow & semester final a month later, should be tense up & non-stop biting the books. Yet gonna go back hometown Seremban, with holiday mood. & I'm still fooling around now, keke. Somemore I've agreed to participate in the physio quiz. Do pray for me ~ @( >_< )@
  • during hospital attachment, Dr. Wong gave us a brief talk on sex education. I'm glad to hear him spoke about the concept of love & sex, with so much wisdom. You know, I'm very conservative hehe. On the way back, met a junior in the lift & mentioned about stuff in the hospital. Another stranger heard me. "Doctor ~ ", she said, judging from the lab coat with the stethoscope that I was holding. "Still a student", I replied. lol ... how far am I to become a real doctor? The laziness makes me feel so guilty even to call myself as a medical student.
beloved Dr. Wong from Pudu Specialist Centre
  • another drumming lesson today. Quite cool afterall but more practices & creativity are required. Something happened during the middle of the lesson. An African with hair like footballer Benjani Mwaruwari came to the church, claiming himself as a serviceman from bomba or whatever. My cell group leader/drum teacher, Clarence was hesitating at first, however, he let that guy in. While the African was searching for fire extinguisher, Clarence warned me in mandarin to be careful. Who knows if that guy has any harmful purpose, poor Clarence, must be thinking of his responsibility to not to get both of us killed ( =.= ' ) . I feel kind of helpless too, standing beside him with drumsticks in our hands, as if we can use them to fight, lol ~ thank God the guy left us in peace 15 minutes later.
Benjani with his hair flying

Off to continue my study, it might be as long as a month before I start writing another post ( hmm ... but I don't think so ~ XD )

Saturday, September 12, 2009

灵命日粮


or Our Daily Bread, is my important source of spiritual guidance, as I don't read bible often. This is a small booklet with collection of encouraging short stories inspired by God's words for every single day in the corresponding month. The reason I'm attracted is not just because of the interesting ways they used to bring out the lessons from the stories, but is because of that I'm amazed by how God communicates with me through this. He is like speaking to me live from heaven everyday, frankly, almost all the time the contents of the story match exactly with my current issues of the day! The presence of God is so real, that this daily experience had pointed out many of my mistakes, provided guindance for my weaknesses, but not least this had fulfill my needs, brought me joy & comfort too.

Your Word I have hidden in my heart, that I might not sin against You. — Psalm 119:11

This is a bible verse quoted in Our Daily Bread on 10th of September. If you're already a christian, always remember His words and grow spiritually on your untended heart. His wisdom will prevent you from committing sin.


Online version ^^

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Go enjoy life ♪


Watched "Yesman" ? Suddenly I felt like I'm one of them, who says yes to everything.

I said yes to new life, came to know God once again, thirst for more wisdom from God's words, wanna lay down all my burden and depend on Him faithfully.

I said yes to better social relations, joining groups of friends, getting to know each other deeper, sharing joy & tears.

I said yes to new knowledges, I have started picking up my medical books and had a good read on them.
I said yes to learn music, I went to church for drum lesson, discovered a little bit about the concept of piano, and can't wait for the guitar that my sister & her boyfriend had bought for me.

I said yes to become more active, begun to swim again in the revitalizing pool water, played harder in basketball & I actually earned a compliment from another African player last week, next I'm going to try out paintball war game on this coming Sunday with my big bro!

* Sorry ~ broken english ~ don't get lost in the words =P *


Wakaka so much crap but things go meaningless if these are without a purpose.


He is the reason, & you are the angel.
There's no way to conceal this love.


* ache no more *

Saturday, September 5, 2009

I'm lying on my comfortable sofa bed & am dreaming


It's the best thing in the world to be with the person you love!
Move away from the stressful works & suffocating crowd of people, next I know I'll be seeing you!

Every moment spent is so joyful & memorable!
Not sure whether I do or do not deserve, we don't even have to say it out, the love is already flowing into our hearts when we share our food, when we share the jokes, & when we pray for each other.

I'll always treasure this. ^^


* Enjoying my weekend in Seremban,
thanks ba, thanks ma,
love you all *

Thursday, September 3, 2009

Donno ● I know


Donno how to write,
Donno how to talk.

Donno how to move forward,
Donno how to step down.

Donno what will be the best,
Donno what will be the worse.

Donno whether I am a trouble,
Donno how do people see me.

********************

I know what is in my mind,
I know where my feelings go.

I know rushing will not benefit,
I know silence will bring silly guessing.

I know human is never perfect,
I know I'm not yet the worse.

I know I'm trying my best to improve,
I know I just want to be honest.



♥ Jesus

* God will punish me if I have done wrong ~ lol *

@( # _ # )@

Friday, August 28, 2009

79.9 %


Doesn't matter.
Not a thing to be mentioned.
Last time 79.6 % was a grain of astonishment.
This time was a shame, with the ridiculous miscalculation.

Even the gap is as small as 0.1, it only means that a lot more effort is required.

* I still do not deserve. Hehe ~ *

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Masih terhinggap


There is this lovely flower bud, surrounded by many others. Obviously she's not the only one, yet there is this tiny butterfly, spotted her. Attracted by her natural scent, the pollinator try to make an approach slowly. Things do not work out for the first time, there's a barrier between them because the core of the flower bud is covered by her protective bud scales. He does not alight on the flower bud, over worrying that his little weight will burden her. So the butterfly flapping around the flower bud, patiently waiting for her to bloom ... Then a human being snapped a photo of the scene. Some say that this is such a beautiful sight, and I was having that thinking in my mind too.


Did we just ignore the flower bud? Does somebody know how she feels?
Peace or romance, which one is demanded?

Too shallow and too logical in thinking.


Suddenly I don't know how to write anymore.
I prefer to talk now =P

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Slipped again


Heard some gossips from here and there,
was acting like I don't want to care.
Genuine friends are mixing with hypocrites,
I'm not the one to judge and to criticize.

Sinister laughters beat the quiet sighs.
One show his sarcasm, another one hide his cries.
Found out some truths and some lies,
the fragile hope is going to die.

I'm not standing up and spoil the sight,
all I want is for you to be happy, in the blessing of Jesus Christ.

******************************

Somehow, I have a change of mind after a talk with my friend, Lai:
One day I shall be there to correct this corruption, ain't letting go just like that, no more sitting behind.


* yea, maybe ~ *

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Art


Ta-da!
Homemade bookmarks with delicate handcraft!

1 Corinthians 13 - Love
* Mystical red roses for Jessica *

Matthew 5 - Salt and Light
* Elegant light tower for Amabel *


* Others *

* ??? *
* I forgot to take pictures ... *

Last post was meant to make this post a ( big ) surprise, unfortunately only having photos of 2 out of the 5 designs. God loves you all.

******************************

It feels weird that calling myself as artistic.

I do know some graphic stuff, I might be able to create something nice at the expense of excessive brain power and lotsss of time. But a glance at myself, skinny body shape with sakai dark skin, messy unmanaged hair, classical black thick frame glasses, outdated and sometimes silly outfit ... seriously not fashionable & unattractive. Not that creative in talking too, blame on my broken english, but the truth is I'm so lame even to utter in mother tongue mandarin/cantonese. Often it's too boring to talk with me, some simply ignore me, in the end I just keep quiet, although sometimes I really wanted to talk, to you.

Throughout the first 9 posts you can find some childish abstract fantasies about love, next you'll get entirely confused: What's with this guy? lonely bastard with no life? @@

So finally a post about myself now, only it sounds a little pathetic. Yea, I'm lonely but I'm not a bastard.



* lol, senseless blogging *
* ... I'm sincere with every post ok? *

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Friday, August 14, 2009

* Kekeke ~ *


Yes! It's a new day!
Leaving yesterday behind, it's like a joke but what matters is the prayers came true.

I'm not hiding, neither am exposing myself. I'm fine, and I hope you are the same.

Those who had found me, welcome to my blog!

* kekeke ~ *


This is still a very secret blog, shhh! ...










Thursday, August 13, 2009

静态 ● Halt


A hasty footstep ceased,
intense conversations lapsed,
trembling emotion is suppressed.

My spirit is quiet,
endless hesitation stopped,
confusing doubts are relieved.

Worries no more,
unwanted fears disappeared,
angel's wings are in a calm rest.

The night is still,
my heart has peace.
Waves of restless urge are gone,
this violent mental agitation has halted.


Yet,

the love within will always be overwhelming.


♥ Jesus, ♥ you all